Skipping

I guess the biggest thing we have in common is that the only thing either of us cares about is that you are happy.

Meaning

I need meaning in my life.

I need my life to mean something.

At least to someone.

Sauce

I never knew a week was so long. And each day feels even longer somehow. I hadn't realized just how many things I tell you in a single day. Who do I tell when I spill sauce on the shirt you picked out for me when I'm on my lunch? Who do I tell when a stranger compliments me and makes my day? Who do I talk to when I feel like I'm failing at my job? Who else?

It's only been three days but you've been gone far too long. I miss you, my darling.

Mine

I want you to know that, despite our unique situation, I do feel that you belong to me. You're mine. You're MY Hannah. And I need you. I need you more than anything.

Knock

I wish you weren't going to move out when your mom sells the house, but you are. Then you will be gone forever.

Warm

Blankets? Why would I need those? Lying here with you, your skin pressed against mine, it's all the warmth I could ever need.

Old Times

I waited all night for you.

You never came.

The Sight of You

Sometimes, good days and bad days are separated by a single difference.

Apt

Press my nose up to the glass around your heart. I shoulda known I was weaker from the start. You build your walls, and I will play my bloody part to tear, tear them down. Well I'm gonna tear, tear them down!"

Babel by Mumford & Sons

Shell

You're sitting in a restaurant looking around the room, wishing you had what is on everyone else's plate.

My darling.

Look down.

You've got a lobster dinner.

Lily

He treats you like such shit. He's got you wrapped around his finger and he knows it. Why does your backbone disappear when he's around? Why do you give him near explicit permission to treat you like dirt? Why do you push away those who treat you like you deserve to be treated to be with him?

Why do you push me away?

Wish Upon

You want only him but I am only me. I wish I was good enough for you.

Perspective

It's all about perspective, isn't it? Sometimes life isn't necessarily teaching us something, but giving us a new way to look at what we already know. As we approach the end of the first year, I can't help but reflect back on what perspective I've gained on my life. Perspective gives way to knowledge and knowledge spawns realizations.

We've been through lots in a year, you and I. We both learned, we laughed, we cried, we rode a roller coaster of emotion and splashed our friends with the aftermath. But if I could change it for anything, I wouldn't. Maybe parts here and there, but not the core. Not the essentials. Not you.

Our year is almost ending but that only means a new one is beginning. Here's to you. Thank you.

Consistent

Good morning, sunshine.

I love you.

Broken

I am.

Want

I'm here when you need me. When you want me.

You/Me

I don't need you to be happy or excited or playful for me to remember that I love you. You're my Hannah. How could I ever forget?

You are still the best thing that ever happened to me.

Fairytale

Why do we always leave a bad end on good talks? Can't we ever end a conversation smiling? Go throughout our day riding that high? Have that smile return every time we think of each other? Why do we always set ourselves up for misery?

Or maybe it's just me?

Friends

Do these people really know me this well or is my face a book to be read by everyone? If I don't know you as a friend, don't ask me, "What's wrong?" You really think I'm going to tell you?

Expected

Everyone just forget I'm here for a while. It makes everything easier. I'm tired of being a pain. I'm tired of being me.